Tarmac Meditations-Evolving and Resolving Inside a Mystery

Road Sign AfternoonAnother long night. Ran to my meeting . Left the house at 6 something. Didn’t look at the time when I arrived. Felt good although the onset of cold and wet weather makes my breathing complicated. It helps to take walk breaks to ease the back tension  which eventually closes down my breathing. Age and injury are not for the faint of heart. Going to investigate a project possibility that entails training for and running a marathon, a fifty K (50K) trail run and a 50 mile trail run in aid of running a 100K (62.5 miles) on or around my 65th birthday next August. This is the beginning of a plan that seems doable if I remember that I have traveled great distances from where I was to where I am and that getting to the start line and eventually getting to the finish line are the important metrics. Time over distance is not. Distance over time and attention paid is what I am after. The medals, should there be any, will last longer than I will, but the deed, the doing of it, is all that matters to me. Take a step. Take another step. Breathe in and out. Look around. Repeat.

Tarmac Meditations…On Not Running, One Day at a Time

A friend of mine may be dying. Would that there are miracles, and there may yet be. Prayer and kindness, keeping my side clean, it’s what I can do. Mourn the loss of innocence if you will, but better to grab hold of everyday, squeeze it like the old song said, ’til it shines. One day, everyday, one at a time is a gift, an obligation, a tool. On account of we may not pass this way again. I am missing absent friends.